man

so much going on. trying to clean up/pack up/get up everything for this little trek of mine that is moving cross country. im really really anxious but in a good way. i think its going to be such a positive experience for me. my life has taken so many weird turns in the past few years, but overall im pleased with the life i live and the future im paving way for. i have a really hard time focusing on things. just saying. i hope i dont have to leave TOO much behind on this move... i hope i get a good job and can go back to school(AND ENJOY IT!!!!)

we will see...

i will miss a hand full of people. i will not miss a ton of people. sorry that sounds bitter, but i mean that in a really good way because im stoked to be away from so many dipshits that crawl the streets of richmond.

mail is so weird, i tend to get stressed about getting a letter these days since its just weird army shit or credit card applications or bank statements/bills. always shit i try for 3 seconds to read but end up tossing and hoping it wasn't important. life is so fucking crazy. it continues to astonish me every single day. so weird.

i dont really know how to put a lot of my thoughts into words(BIG SURPRISE HUH??) i don't even know how to think about them clearly in my head. i need to start working out again but i probably wont until we get to san diego. oh well.

i hope i dont run into a million problems right off the bat out there, it would harsh my mellow. i'm into this positive lifestyle and mind set.

signing out...