fuck

its been a long time. sorry. fuck a lot. building my new bmx has proved to be the most frustrating shit ever. everything that could not fit or be fucked up has done just that. God's laughing. my moped got stolen this week. yay. Satan is laughing. I have to do two weeks of annoying bullshit starting bright and early tomorrow. I am trying to keep myself in the right mindset and attitude but shit is really fucking obnoxious right now. I still have the few things in life that actually matter so I should really stop being a materialist dipshit but its hard. Ugh. Barf. If something productive doesn't happen soon I'm going to shit myself.