running

i dont know why the beginning of a run always seems like the biggest pain in the ass ever, but finishing one up is one of the best feelings you can have.  i have such a weird cycle of getting in really good shape and then throwing myself away, but I'm back on a positive track after a couple months of boozing.  I have an interview with a catering company this afternoon...i'm not thrilled on the idea of more "temporary" work, but money is money and I'm glad to be getting any chance.